It's not the end of the world, you know. You don't have to shut everyone out to rediscover yourself. Open yourself up to a few, and keep them close. Return the favor and give them your heart once you mend and polish it up. Let it glisten and shine under the sunny rays and show the world how radiant you can be. Live, laugh, love, and work hard. On your relationships and on yourself.
It took spending two days with her, being completely vulnerable, to remind yourself what truly makes you happy. Everyone has their off days, but you have to remember how much they still care, even when you're absent in your own thoughts. Even when you wanted to retreat and crawl into bed early, you fought the urge to cave into your selfishness. That's the first step. Keep taking more, no matter how big or small, and surround yourself with love and remind yourself that you are loved.