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Promenading on the Fine Line

Saturday, September 23, 2017 @ 12:40 AM


3 hours before the show, I got invited to see TOKiMONSTA at the Mezzanine and I was really hesitant about going because idkkkkk I had a long day at work and I was tired af and was so ready to have a chill night, catching dinner with a friend and watching a movie afterwards.

But after some time and consideration, I grabbed my friend and just said HECK YOU'RE COMING WITH ME OK LEGGO YOLO, right???

Ugh, I'm so glad I went. There's something about being in a crowd full of people dancing who are legitimately excited to be there, sharing a common interest with you. Seeing people vibe to her music and dancing in unison makes me so happy. I realized that I'm a smiley dancer; I can't help but add a cheeky grin while I boogie to their music--I'm just indescribably gleeful that everyone's having a splendid time. Just good vibes all around ♥ Even TOKi (who was remarkably cute and kawaii and hot and undeniably modest af idk how) was having a good time dancing with us as she DJs on stage!! I absolutely adore DJs who also get down to the music and she smiles so much and is so evidently thankful for the crowd I LOVE HERRR SOOOO.

On a side note, I think this is my 4th time going to this club, LOL. I'm growing awfully fond of it (re: Kygo, Alunageorge, Yuna, and now TOKiMONSTA!) and every time I go, there's always fond memories to be made. UGH that sounds so cheesy but really, I did have an amazing time with the sweetest people every time I found my way in that venue :P

On another side note, speaking of concerts, I am SO upset that I won't be able to attend Zhu's NYE concert in SF T____T I love his work to pieces and would love to get down to his music if I was going to be SF that time!! AHHHH my heart breaks at the very thought of missing him on such a festive night--I bet the crowd's going to be so vibrant and full of energy! And the best part of all, Zhu's requesting all of his concert goers to kick off the new near in an all black ensemble--YESSS babeeeee, you and I are vibin' for realssss ♥

Sadly I won't be in the city on NYE... for I'll actually be in Taiwan (; !! More on that another time, hehe.

Much love to the world ♥


Thursday, September 21, 2017 @ 11:33 PM

I hate rejecting people. My heart cringes so much every time I have to do so UGHHHH whyyyyyyy

I feel so bad but I appreciate them so much--I wish I could help somehow :(


Sunday, September 17, 2017 @ 5:31 PM

LF: new experiences that will help me appreciate the wonderful intricacies of life.

Maybe moving to the east coast will help? I don't know, I don't know. I need to escape California, and live peacefully without any stressors for awhile.

Maybe I'll take a road trip across the states and make my home base in the east coast for a few months.

Maybe I'll pick up a few shifts working as a barista in a quiet, homey coffee shop, and then find an internship somewhere at an optometrist's office, or maybe at a corporate.

Come home to you, and then spend the rest of the night watching silly shows, cooking meals together, talking about sweet nothings.

And then we'd spend the weekends exploring the city, maybe take a trip to see NYC and indulge at Hell's Kitchen. I would help you study and make meals for you when you don't have the time to.

And when it snows, I'd make a comforting cup of hot chocolate, with a few marshmallows and some dashes of cinnamon to sweeten and spice things up; just the way how I'd like my life to be.

Gosh, I'm such a daydreamer. I kinda need to stop, heh.


Saturday, September 16, 2017 @ 5:37 PM

Waiting until the day I move in with you <|3


Wednesday, September 13, 2017 @ 1:53 AM
We love.

I've always adored you TOKiMONSTA, and now I adore you even more.


@ 1:28 AM

I walked by the architecture school as I was heading towards the optometry school today. All I have to say is that I need to step up my edgy-ness.

Much fashion. many heart throbs T__T

On a related note I've had this biggest urge to dye my hair super black (after dying a friend's hair a blue-black). It was so beautiful laying across her porcelain, soft skin and youthful features. It gave a really interesting, yet slightly intimidating vibe. Intriguing, but not completely warm. Exactly what I want for myself, but I haven't been fully back to black since junior year of HS.

Oh, all that and to chop my hair into a bob with a short fringe. Yahhhh. Not sure if it would suit this round face of mine tho #CRY

If not now, definitely in the future when I'm much older. I think it's one of my favorite cuts on older people to make them look young, haha.


Friday, September 8, 2017 @ 10:56 PM
Cherry blossoms.

“I still don't know what it really means to grow up. However, if I happen to meet you, one day in the future, by then, I want to become someone you can be proud to know.”

Watching 5 Centimeters Per Second again 7 years later, matured, and having experienced a lot more emotions in my growth, I couldn't help but shed tears throughout the film with a pain longing for something irreplaceable, contemplating upon my own memories, and reflecting on how my thoughts progressed since the first time I watched it.

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